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I haven’t written a lengthy, analyze-your-life type of post. Now is the time. I feel like it’s so urgent to start venting and documenting how I’m slowly pumping life and inspiration back into my system. All this realization happened just after partaking in dancing House, in a freestyle environment. haha Kinda random, but that used to give me life, as well as other performing arts. For the past, 2 1/2 years, I felt like school took it all out of me, to a point where the world was just this fabric I melted in. I used to be the observer that deconstructed and then constructed it back into endless possibilities. It was beautiful, ever changing, always inspiring. I felt like a mad scientist, but recently Ive been so desensitized.
But now, I see that you have to end sometimes in order to be better at it. It’s like being REBORN. Interesting how moving away for awhile can do wonders. This transition is so therapeutic, I’d prescribe it like medication. Step away, it’s better when you feel uncomfortable at first. It makes it more fun. You educate yourself, somehow you feel you have all the time in the world, then you find yourself getting pulled into all your previous interests. The interests that made…YOU! That’s when you know, the stars are aligned. And for some reason, after a night of dancing, haha, this move to L.A. is all I needed.